Sick, 2 pain calls, post-pain-call migraine…
Went outside to pick up mail.
Someone was walking a dog, suprised me, I ran, I backed away, they kept coming, I kept backing away around the block but than loud barking, I screamed and fell, more barking, couldn’t get up, more barking…
Chased and cornered by 3 dogs, backed against a fence, a fall, and a road behind that, screaming in fear, begging the dogkeepers to stop, but they just kept on coming. I couldn’t stop screaming in fear.
I found a free copy of that Nahum Gergel article, it starts on page 106:
https://archive.org/details/nybc214675/page/n4/mode/2up
It’d help if I could read Yiddish, but the tables are bilingual in Yiddish and German… (There’s also an English translation, but it’s expesive, and not available online.)
There’s a truck idling outside and I’m getting terrible motion sickness from all the shaking.
I don’t have a seismometer so I can’t put a number on it, but between helicopters buzzing, trucks idling, etc., I’m having a lot of trouble.
P.S. Now there’s a pain-pter pain-buzzing the painborhood too.
The idling truck’s back, shaking everything and delivering another day of nausea!
P.S. More than 130 minutes yesterday, about 123 minutes today.
And back, for a 3rd day, starting at 9:30 am.
P.S. To about 12:30.
Renewed nausea bombardment @ 2:00.
I’ve increased my dose of my regular vitamin b complex supplements, and I think it’s making me very sick.
Like most vitamin b complex supplements, it includes thiamin mononitrate. It’s a known migraine trigger, and I seem to be unusually sensitive to it. Not just migraines, but whole body pain.
And they’re back, for a 4th day of nausea bombardment, heralded by a wave of backup beaters.
P.S. starting at 10:00, to about 3:55.
Got surprised by a dog.
Backed away, tripped, and fell hard. A lot of pain, and a fair amount of bleeding.
Also generalized motion sickness from nearby construction noise, shaking.
More and worse migraines since the fall. Didn’t hit my head, so probably not a concussion, but not sure what else could be going on. Requested a virtual visit with my neurologist.
If not miracles, then a series of mighty strange coincidences helped me transition.
So I do think miracles happen.
But I look around, and there’s no sign of a single plan. People who don’t need miracles sometimes seem to get them, and people who need them often don’t get them. I can only conclude there are many limited beings. I suspect they’re as puzzled as we are.
Headache not so bad. But having trouble with a very loud pulsing humming noise. Probably electrical, aggravated by extreme humidity. Sound level meter says 58 dB.
Had a virtual neurologists’ appointment.
I’d checked a couple days’ ago, installed the software they wanted at the time, and so on. But they called in today, and had me running back and forth between the phone and computer and wanted me to install new software instead, and the pain call and the hold music gave me a much worse migraine so I had to cancel.
P.S. The office allowed a phone appointment instead of phone + video, but I still can’t do the phone part.
I’m getting sick of anti-anti-fascists claiming anti-fascism is a George-Soros-funded conspiracy…
Yes, Soros is richer than anyone ought to be. But he’s also a Holocaust survivor, and if he really is funding anti-fascist groups, maybe he’s got good reason to oppose fascism.
I mean literally everyone has good reason to oppose fascism, but he has more.